Nothing personal

I hate you for giving birth to me.
I hate you for being friends with me.
I hate you for bringing me up.
I hate you for usurping my place.
I hate you all for my ambitions you've crushed.
I hate you all for having made me feel pushed.
I hate myself for the hearts I've broken.
I hate you for the promises you've broken.
I hate you all for labelling me a 'type '.
I hate myself for never having tried to break that hype.
I hate you for all the times you've hurt me.
I hate myself for the things I never wanted to be.
Its nothing personal you know,just my spirits are down.
Its nothing personal you know,just don't let me down.
Its nothing personal you know,just that I was all alone.
Its nothing personal you know,that much I do own