Devil's Own

When the rest of the world epitomises purity.

I embrace darkness in all its glory.

When they worship light and all thats bright.

I worship darkness and all it's blight.
When the rest of the world wants to be an angel.
I end up being the devil's own.
From a Sarah to a Judas, what a change indeed.
From radiant white roses to wrists that bleed.
Its a game I play with the rest of the world.
Thick and fast when the accusations are hurled.
But when I rest in my Hades at last,
Snow would touch me with its white frost.
God will judge me for what is the truth.
Until then I will be the Devil's own.

Taste of a Woman

Tears that are salty,

Music that scalds the mind.

Kisses that are sloppy,

Poesy that I cant find.

Laughter that is irreverent,

Tears that are hot.

Love that is fleeting.

Lectures which I heed not.

Words that tug at my mind,

Fear that is omniscient.

Anger that I cant find.

Anxiety that grips my throat.

Leaving behind a girl most whimsical.

Becoming a woman nevertheless is liberating.

Tread Softly..

I spread my dreams underneath your feet,

Tread softly for you walk on my dreams.

Every step that you take is like a barb,

Sharply incinerating pieces of my happiness.

I sigh as your footsteps sound in my heart,

The cold cobbles are getting warmed at last.

Long lost and forlorn,your shadows leave a trail.

A dying breath rattles the glass windows.

This is the 100th post of this blog and a complete piece from me after six months of the silence that my mind imposed.

Whispers

I go on staring

May be something will come

But I know it wont

Ever felt that there is this big hole?

And your heart pumps harder,

And as the blood rushes to your head

You realize, you're alone

Thats how you come into this world

And that how you will go

Though I so very wish it was not so

I go on staring

Maybe something now?

But you knew where you are going,

Why did you go?

Dont you want to go back?

Why dont you undo what you did?

Stop! Stop! Stop!

Stop asking me questions.

I dont because I cant.

Why dont you understand?

But why cant you?

That is a question; I told you to stop.

Why do you want me to stop?

Were It possible you would be dead,

but alas you be the second half of me in my head

If you are to die I do too, So you know I wont kill you.

Why do you trouble me so? With all your questions?

I do because I feel the same as you; You Fool!

You fool! I understand that is why I do!

I go on staring

Even though I know nothing will come.

For I have hope; However false it might be

This false hope shows me what I want to see,

There is no hole, I am anew;

It is filled because its me and ...

An Ogre's Wish

Beauty can charm a beast, and so was I

Being an ogre, nothing more than a beast

And till today so I am

But being an ogre, misuderstood, and so was I

Many times before till today so I am

The kindest guestures being oh so rude

And the gentlest words being oh so crude

For being an ogre I knew no better, though I wish I was

I wish I was, I wish I was, Charming

What is deep in me will never go away

Nor do I want it to, I cherish It till today

I wish It wasnt guestures, neither word

Oh how I wish it was something else

But I am an ogre, wishes dont come true for me

Why dont they?

But still I wish I was Charming to ...

My sweetest Decembers

Standing where I am not knowing where I stand

I look on ahead, I do not know what I see

Illusions are they made of fond memory?

Walking because I have to walk but I dont know where I go

Looking back I see the the path I had been on

That is where I want to be back in my own history

I am very lost but I have to walk

Why must I walk I do not know

How many times has it been?

Oh so many, so many jumbled up pieces of red string

In autumn leaves, or sunflower bushes

In foggy windows, in dusty heat

But for me it was all just winter

So very very sweet december

So many pieces of jumbled red strings

I wish they would go away, for when they do its wonderful

Just me and ...