Living Flames

The fire that burns within
To comprehend they cant begin

Consumed in the flames I move
Dont care if they disaprove

Like embers we shall fly
From the flames to the sky

Who shall stop us? Who are they?
Who dares get in this inferno's way?

Lets turn the dark night into day
Lets burn all that is in our way

All this because the strength I know
With this strength we can set it aglow

Without you what would be left of me
Nothing but leftover ashes and derbis

Burn me destroy me dont let me survive
All the while I exist make me know I live

Suddenly

Today I had a taste of the terrible fear
Of the fear that you may suddenly dissapear

Today I was there like I am everyday
You had suddenly vanished without a say

I didnt know why and I didnt know where
Standing in the crowd I didnt shed a tear

But oh if you could see what was inside me
It was a firestorm that wouldnt let me be

I sang the soulfull tune hoping that you hear
While I waited each moment seemed like a year

Then you answered back much to my relief
You had gone flying alone much to my grief

Why where and what I was doing you knew very well
You had to go away alone so fast you couldnt tell

But today I had a taste of the terrible fear
Of the fear that you may suddenly dissapear

Today it has put thoughts unkind
Thoughts very unkind in my mind

I dont know why did you suddenly decide
To dissapear suddenly and go on a ride

I felt so helpless felt so weak
Life without you its all so bleak

All I say is till you are with me
Please dont dissapear so suddenly

Smile

There is that faint music that I can hear
While I try to sleep it spies into my ear

Whatever it says I dont even care to know
Because all I can think of rite now is you

Whatever time that I have in this limit
In its entirety to you I want to commit

When I can be with you I shall hold you
When I cannot I shall have Deja vu

Somewhere in my mind you shall always find
Thoughts of you and me flying in the wind

After now again in my life's december
I think you know what I will remember

These memories will be all I have you see
So why dont they be of you smiling at me

If there is somereason that hinders your joy
Just tell me what it is and it I shall destroy

Consider this an ernest request
For you to smile at me my princess

reflections of a confused mind.........

Dwelling on the words that you wrote to me.
i was thinking what they were meant to be...
the first time i saw them i was shocked,
the second time i heard them i cried very hard...
but then i came to know that you never meant them at all,
it was i who said things which made you fall.
there are times when i sit down to think what my life would be.....
if you hadnt come searching for the girl that you found in me,
my life would have been so bland, so dead.
i would have no use for my heart, just using my head.
so the very thought of returning to that life of mine,
is so repulsive to me that i cannot define.
one request i would like to make to you, this once.
if you ever change your mind about this, tell me at once.
but do it in front of me,let me hold you once last time.
give me your shoulder just one last time,
a last good cry with you as just mine.
a promise of this is all i want,
otherwise forever your living memories my life will haunt.
not that i'll ever be able to forget you,wipe off my love.
but at least i'll have the consolation that you did respect my love.
till then we've got a job to do,
coz else society wont let me be with you.
hoping this dream never comes to an end.
the sun never comes sneaking in to break the heart you did mend.
of course we'll have vodka the day im free.
whithout that hope, how can this life ever be??
on an amusing note, catch me in my drunken state as i fall over..
and i will blame you for the next day's bloody hangover.
we have no choice in our destiny right now,
but we can always work to keep our vow.
dreams are what our lives are made of.
hope one day this dream will come true....

Stars

I realize the value of time and tide
Everytime in this limit i cannot be by your side

Yet again i realize the value of time i do
Everytime i think of the time i cannot be with you

What do i destroy whom do i hate
Whose trickery is this time or fate

Whatever, whomever it be all i can do
Is form memories by being with you

Memories on which i can survive
For without you i cannot live

From now to the end to keep me sane
All i do is know we will be together again

From now to the limit all my time
I want to spend with this princess of mine

After that my princess know this to be true
Everytime you look at the stars somebody is looking with you

The Flush of First Love

as the stars twinkle in the nite sky
think about the times we fly
today tomorow and everyday
about the times in your arms i lay
how much i love you and you do me
of how we were just meant to be!!
i'll never stop loving you
even if my breath stops,my soul will always be there with you...
i belonged to noone else
you brought the light into my life so dense..
you are my first, you are my last.....
im holding onto you real fast...
i've never been so happy till i met you
didnt realise that it was love thats meant for the very few....
when i said i loved you, i really meant it
without you i cannot live, and thats the basic gist of it....
time will fly,you'll see my love..
and we will fly together like a free dove!!